Food! Food!

★☄☀My first porridge from be beloved Toukia☀☄★

Today I received a text from my dear which she asked me to go to her place and take something. So I went to her place by taking some alternative routes. She handed me a bag of plastic which is warm + hot. She told me to try her own cooked food. I was very happy that i have a nice darling.~ ♥

When i opened the plastic seal from the Tupperware, I see is well kept in warm. When i opened it, Ta-da~!

Maize Porridge with Ikan Bilis!!! Woots~ Nice smell. Looks tasty with the first impression and of course, is cooked by my beloved darling.








Moved the peeled apple a side for dessert. Mix the Ikan Bilis with the porridge. As i eat the porridge, i can taste the salt from the Ikan Bilis that already mix into the porridge which turn a plain porridge into a tasty one. Continue by the corn that carry sweetness within mixed with the porridge from my dear which i can taste the nice and tasty from the porridge.




Lastly finished the delicious porridge in no time, left the peeled apple. Tasted sweet~❤ like my beloved toukia.










Thank you dear prepared a such wonderful lunch for me. I'm looking forward to your food next time~~! Muacks~❤

~Our first date on the seaside~

[23 November 2012]

~Our first date on the seaside~

The sky was still dark, cold and it was raining. We move out from our hostel to the seaside and reached there in an hour time. Sitting at the open air cafe side by side. Toukia was sleepy indeed, i ask her to lay on my shoulder and hold her hand with my warm bear paw. I look at her, she was very sweet and cute ♥ Toukia has a nice smooth skin while i had a rough skin like sandpaper. We had an opening appetite with the green apple toukia prepared.Time goes by as we never realize at all, had a lite breakfast then the rain had stopped eventually. Walking down to the seaside with my beloved toukia. We look at the sea together (although nothing to see much, just a scene. Somehow i had carried toukia up and she had her first time being carry up that height. She was pretty when i look into her eyes as she is. We had a great time for the entire morning. I ♥ you my honey, muacks ♥  

Girlfriend Rank: Gamer ☺

♏☄From My beloved ❤ Toukia☄♍

It’s your Call of Duty to be my loving boyfriend now and always.

Our path of love's Borderlanes are uncharted. But ‘cause our relationship is on Ultimate Alliance. I know that we’ll stand together, no matter what happens.  With a Halo above my head, I tell that you’ll always have a portal to my heart and I hope that you’re never goanna Shatter it. Out you have to remember that love is a battlefield and I wish that our relationship will never be a Burnout Paradise. Even if you can’t skate and you’re not a player in NHL, that’s ok for me ‘cause you’re not in famous or bad company for me. And I know that even if the world was at war you would keep me safe. I still wish that it will be me who’s your final fantasy. Alone you’re just a Critter crunch and I’m just a Megamind but together we can be anything! Even mini ninjas (忍). But after all we’re just two lovers on this Little Big Planet^TM

Happy BearDay

After years of not being active, this year 2-0-1-2 are the year i had my new life and is my 24th birthday already. Among this past years, this year is one of my happiest birthday ever i had. Although i don't hold birthday party of any fancy event for today, but I am really happy and satisfied from you, my dear.This is my best present I had from your wishes and also staying late for me as I am greatly touched and get to look at you <3 .="." font="font">

Again, I would like to thanks all my friends for wishing me "Happy Birthday" and to you my dearest one, you are the first who wished me as my heart is fill with joy and happiness :). 

Bye-Bye, Aye~

Never expect i would say good bye to my   past. Is past already and it should be past. It has already 4 years already. It hurts everyday in the 4 years. There was no right nor wrong. If there is any to blame, blame ourselves together. No more regrets or suffer, i hope you won't feel suffer as well. I have a my life and you have yours. Of course, i have my life with happiness, sadness, madness and so on. 

Good Bye Forever? - No.

Well, i'm just saying good bye doesn't mean i can format my brain cells. I will keep it somewhere part of my mind with the aspect of experience and lessons only. 

Is time to start a new life? - Yes.
We are humans and we improve through our own mistake. As i learn that there is no equal good treatment in return with any favors. If i treated her good, i don't expect she treat me back good as i treated her. This is what i learn through some cases.

Serious with it? - Yes.
Yes, i'm always serious with it. I may look as simple and carefree at the outside but my mind only keep one always. Logic term, is either 0 or 1 - i'm not a computer. Giving both side with own private time is the best for each other. You have your own private time and so am i, i respect and you respect. I am happy and glad.  The important part is we enjoy ourselves, having care each other (You're the best, honey). 

~:) those red guys are my past version, i'm the white ones. Looking to the future and cherish what had with me now :(~